positive+optimism!

2009-09-21T01:46:00.000-07:00

"i will never end up like you!"
behind my back, i already am.

hmm.

2009-09-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

yay, $10.

2009-09-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

T_T

2009-09-12T11:31:00.000-07:00

tsh. why do i even bother trusting people. so sickening.

cathy nguyen and aj rafael are not bad, not bad at all.
look them up if you have the time!
also, "wong fu productions" on youtube.

SHOWSTOPPER-
AJ RAFAEL.
cover by Cathy Nguyen.

you make me feel like i'm flying
no one can stop me from feeling
the way i do now
there's no denying
that you got me going
and now i'm falling-

showstopper,
you are so hot
and i can't
get you off my mind
showstopper
you're a
jaw dropper
when i see you in the lights
you make everything alright.
and i know that i'd be fine
if i had you.

you make my dreams come true,
and i love
all the small things that you do,
like blink 182, yeah.
you make my days go better
and the way
that the sun is shining through,
girl, it's all because of you.

you make me wanna dance.
cause i'm happy,
but just know that i can't dance
so i'm sorry in advance.
you make the stars shine brighter,
and the way
that the moonlight hits ur eyes
makes me wanna be your guy.
and-

i know it's tough right now,
but we'll get it together.
and just know that i am here
through all kinds of weather,
i wont ever leave your side
day or night,
or whenever.
but right now,
i gotta say
i just gotta say.

that you're a-
show stopper.

2009-09-11T23:06:00.001-07:00

caught up in a little song frenzy these few days :

2009-09-10T05:02:00.000-07:00

deep down we only have
glass hearts in iron cages,
on the surface we possess
painted smiles on molded faces.

when will people learn to read?
and not just to see.
to look beyond the obvious
to hear the silent cries,
and heed.

flames to ashes
fading flashes
of the once bright light
of vibrant hearts.

yet not forget
the expectant embers
that wait for the gentle wind
to ignite them once again.

2009-09-09T09:03:00.000-07:00

Aly Michalka :
Someone To Fall Back On.
from BandSlam. (i watched it today!)

i'll never be
a knight in armor
with a sword in hand,
or a kamikaze fighter;
dont count on me,
to storm the barricades
and take a stand
or hold my ground.
you'll never see
any scars or wounds-
i dont walk on coals,
i wont walk on water.

some comedy-
you're bruised and beaten down
and i'm the one
who's looking for a favor.

still, honestly,
you dont believe me
but the things i have
are the things you need.
you look at me
like I dont make sense,
like a waste of time,
like it serves no purpose-

you dont need much,
you need someone to fall back on...

and i'll be that: i'll take your side.
if i'm the only one, i'm used to that.
i've been alone,
i'd rather be
the half of us,
the least of you,
the best of me.
and i will be...

i'll be your prince,
i'll be your saint,
i will go crashing through fences
in your name.
i will, i swear-
i'll be someone to fall back on.

i'll be the one who waits,
and for as long as you'll let me,
i will be the one you need.

i'll be someone to fall back on.

2009-09-05T08:45:00.001-07:00

i hate it.
it makes me SICK, to think that...sigh.

2009-09-04T11:34:00.001-07:00

pshhhhh, lazy to update.
ho, Smile by Uncle Kracker is super nice.
Jessie James sounds sort of like Christina Aguilera. and her songs are damn nice too.
hahahahaha.
im bored.

im going to be like a zombie during the debate tomorrow.
ho crap i forgot to prepare.
screwed up!
hopefully i can prepare tomorrow.
SHIT I FORGOT TO DO LITERATURE HOMEWORK.
...
.....damn.

IT'S SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS!
but im super not in holiday mood.
i am just dying to get to november holidays.
then i can.......____ everyday.
HAHA.

P.S. cheesecake :D

2009-08-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

i feel like i'm competing with cg blog,
everytime i want to update, it's updated, LOL!
ahhhhhhh, school is super sian.
i dont want to g-g-g-g-go to school.
I NEED LOTS OF LUCK FOR TOMORROW..!

hm. mdm sathiya and ms annie tan are coming in tomorrow to observe english class.
i hope we make it.
vp is coming in on 24th?
rofl. i guess mr deep is bragging too much on how he can control us.

AHHHH KATY PERRY SUDDENLY SOUNDS SO NICE AGAIN.

I wish it were just so simple,
But the point's been missed
You've made a mess
Who would have guessed
That it's as simple as it seems.
..hahaha!

P.S. zhengyong, okay lo, i try to make it entertaining.
TODAY WENT JAMMING OMG WOW ZHENGYONG WAS SO COOL, HE'S SUPER HANDSOME
happy?

...lol, :8D < pig.
random.

2009-08-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

hahaha, i think mr deep is right.
r-r-r-r-respond.

shit shit shit chinese hols homework, shitshithihisthtshihoagroibga';pgbervberogb

2009-07-31T11:23:00.000-07:00

ahh, blogger's back to normal.
f-f-f-f-finally, lol.
i hate school i hate school i hate school.
tomorrow FOP, sunday 20th anniversary, wooooooooo.

ai.
i am disappointed with my maturity level.
some things must learn to swallow.
must be bigger person.
and dont think this is about my jokes and pranks.
i like my jokes. and pranks.

cut my hair til quite short. father forced. sian!

mm hmm going to enjoy my weekends to the fullest. bai!

...s-s-s-sink or swim?
either way i'm drowning in mud.

2009-07-21T02:09:00.001-07:00

Hello! He's too lazy to post. :D So now is my turn for revengeee! Bwahahaha.

This looks more like him then the one he posted in my blog. And, this picture's just making me hungry. :X And, and! Uhmmmmmmmm, i'm seriously gonna die now. :/ *Coughs*

2009-06-12T01:05:00.000-07:00

...my night in vegas was nothing like that.
BUT IT WAS AWESOME, WAH-HA!

umm, fourth day.
morning, we got into the car, bought burgers,
and started driving to Las Vegas.
it was supposed to take around 3 hours.
the police blocked off an entire freeway due to an accident,
so we took about.....6, 7 hours instead?
HOLY CRAP, I FELT LIKE DYING IN THE CAR.

then we reached vegas. ate some buffet.
nothing esp nice...big waste of money. but the crab was not bad.
and then we went to watch cirque du soleil.

WHOA MAI GOD IT'S DAMN NICE.
we watching the "O" production.
which is the phonetic pronounciation of the French word for water, "eau".
and it was nothing short of magical.

magical may sound insignificant,
but it's absolutely crazy.
not just disneyland magical,
but twisting-your-reality magical,
stage-altering-completely magical,
set-people-on-fire-and-let-them-burn magical,
leap-from-a-swing-and-spin-like-7-times-in-the-air magical,
it's like being in a dream.
IT'S LIKE YOU'RE ON DRUGS.
they do things i never thought was humanely possible before.
EVERY SINGLE FREAKING SCENE WAS DAMN ENTERTAINING AND ENJOYABLE.
omg crazy.
it's one of the most extraordinary things i've ever seen.

by the way, it's named "O" because of the stage.
which can transform into a pool.
which has speakers underwater to let performers pick up audio cues.
which has regulators that let them breathe underwater.
which allows them to fall from the very top of the stage into the water.
over and over again.
unharmed.

you must see it before you die.
i guarantee your amazement.
IT'S OMAGIOGBIOGBSGUBARUIRBGAURIBGUIERBGRBOGI

hmm. it's 1:40am over here.
i think i'm going to go sleep now.
L.A. will have to wait another day.
goodbaaaaaiiiiii.
oh yes, anyway,

ADAM LAMBERT IS GAY,
IT'S CONFIRMED,
HE SAID IT HIMSELF.
HE'S GAY,
GAY
GAY
GAY
GAY
GAY
GAY

bai.

2009-06-09T23:22:00.000-07:00

wooo. third day here in the US.
lousy hotel com banned facebook. nvm.
going to las vegas tomorrow!
i dont know what to see or do there.

so far everything is alright.
disneyland is cool. but i think universal studios is cooler.
very, very nice.
miss singapore, LOL.

baaaaiiiiiii!

2009-06-06T18:02:00.001-07:00

holy crap, 18 hours flight ahead of me!
but got alot of movies.
hurray!

...18 hours, crap.
hahaha, i think i will miss singapore.
baiiiii!

2009-05-31T21:41:00.000-07:00

THE DAYS WE WENT CRAZY,
THE NIGHTS WILD AND HAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!
I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WAIT!

2009-05-31T21:18:00.000-07:00

oh my-
i woke this morning to this song.

and wth...it says everything i want to say.
perfectly describes everything i feel to 6-2.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

6-2, I MISS YOU!

let's meet behind the old school,
back to the place where the night never ends.
dont you remember those days?
get back together, when we've grown up into men (SOME)
cause nothing's as real as our old reckless ways.
dont close your eyes or we'll fade.

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2009-05-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

just back from parent-teacher meeting.
full of bullshit.
now i dont have to say much anymore.
my mother sees for herself what kind of crap is going on.

two times i try politely to ask her questions, im billed as disrespectful.
even my mother, who lived with me for 15 fucking years,
went thru the worst asshole phases i developed,
doesnt hear anything.
and ms chew can, because well,
a teacher who has known me for, wait what?
less than a year, "can pick up those kind of things".
exact quotes. your welcome.

and whoa, when i'm asking her about her absence, and accusations of me being late,
it suddenly switches to me shouting to junhan in class.
"you were asking him something about lunch", i'm noisy. yep.
so what the fuck is junhan doing?
playing with water with jiaren.
hi-five for blindness.

"we're not picking on you, you know"
i never said so. well not before the above paragraph.
why do teachers keep thinking that i think they do?

mdm goh was laughing and joking with me when i made the swine flu joke.
i have three fucking students to testify to that.
and what's the best she can manage?
*waves it away*
i thought we already went through this.

"some of your friends have told me things about you."
"things i dont think i want to say out here"
thanks Ms. Maturity, i really needed that.
i'm not angry that my friends said stuff about me.
i dont really care, their opinion anyway.
those that know me better, know me better.
it took much restraint not to say out the things they said about you.

you know how much worse they sound?
they're things i dont think i want to type out here.
just to prove that i'm not Mr. Mature.

yeah,
the only two subjects i didnt improve in is humanities and bio.
guess who teaches them?
it's not like i dont study, or dont score well if i dislike the teacher.
i think mdm goh is a liar. and a gossip.
but i improved.
i cant say i was fond of mdm sathiya at the start of the year. up til recently, actually.
but did i fail my lit?
suck it.

you cant even manage two sentences before cutting me off.
even my mother got agitated.
hurray,
you've just proven yourself to be much worse than she thought you to be.

2009-05-28T03:25:00.000-07:00

tshhhh, so bored.
but hey, exams are over.

lalala, teachers are stupid. and mostly unreasonable.
they talk about moral values,
but they themselves cant do it.
so what position are they in to teach us?
knnbccb, mfsob.
okay, most teachers, not all.
unlike mrs V.
ahhhhhhhhhh mrs V left. so sad.
she's like one of the best teachers. ai.

sian. i feel damn sian after seeing some things.
why are people so stupid?
if only everyone.
ai forget it.

HOLIDAYS, YES!

2009-05-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

wth, what is up with you people!
there are damn lots of people who got the msn virus.
you know, the

*insert link* OMGZ UR PICTUREZ

thing. what?
this thing has been around since foreverrrrrrr.
dont click ittttttttt.

ahem.
ai, friendships and relations are so damn troublesome.
if only people understood each other perfectly.
argh, i dont want to go back to school.
stupid, unreasonable teachers outnumber good teachers like 10 to 1 or something.

and yes i said UNREASONABLE not BIASED.
you going to sue me?
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
"YOU CAN'T BE RACIST, PEOPLE CAN'T STUDY IN A RACIST ENVIRONMENT."
"AND I WASNT RACIST AT ALL. IT WAS ALL YOU STUDENTS. YOUUUUUUUUU."

okay retard. but who cares,
exams are over!

watch this. srsly.

how many people sick of holding it back?
so badass!

WOO, EXAMS ARE OVER!

EXAMS ARE OVER!

...EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!

2009-05-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

aw man, this is so boring.
exams are ending~
it's only like one-two weeks, but it feels like forever.
i miss sleepinggggg.
aw shit there's going to be some file check after exams.
shiiiiiiiiiiittttt.

E math paper two tml!
shiiiiiiittttttt.

hahaha.
friendships are very, very irritating.
when things are good, everything's alright.
when things go bad, wtf it's damn hard to find solutions.
anw, gtg eat. hungry!
baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

2009-03-28T21:26:00.000-07:00

inspirations.

2009-03-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

5 minutes more;

another year.
wasted?

some ways yes, some ways no.
well this is going to be like the new year post if i continue LOL.
so i'm going to shush.

i want to live my dreams.
ever since young times,
i'm getting closer,
step by step.

with a few good friends,
(i wish you could be here)
standing beside me.

and

here,

we,

go-

2009-03-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

back.
tired and aching.
want to die liao.
I MUST GET IT RIGHT.
yeah. practice, practice, practice.....

tml running with zhiming i think.
aidfoifbiofbaiofbaiowbfdoiawfbaeiubfuebfuaebfuebf.
tired. but must chiong.
afterall NAPFA coming, i dont want to fail, hahaha.

GRRRRRRR.
I CANT DO IT GOOD ENOUGH.
HROAR DAMN PISSED.

ASOIBFAOIBGOIAGBSIOBGIOBG
OWGAIRB;RDBGXRBDDJUBDLOGBLRDGB
DDOLBGD;OBIGDUJGBDURFBGDUJGBD
GDUBGUIBCIUGBILCGBIUTRBFIRUHBFUTIHB
HBUTIXFBXLFHRRFBTULIBHXUITLBHFTUIBF

end.

and to you.
friends again?
i dont know if it's possible,
i didnt pluck up the courage to talk to you again.
or even say hi.
i know i fail.
i was always afraid i did something wrong.
but can we pick up the pieces?

P.S. last post and this one refers to different people.......

2009-03-24T03:31:00.001-07:00

today go dc.
lol went late. went for lunch.
3.15 reach. darren ong was there.
walked around for abit. talked. tried to sleep.
josiah came for a little bit. talked talked talked.
when darren ong was leaving, he spit.
but couldnt tell if it was at pesdy or at josiah.
i bet pesdy. hahaha.
they have history.
finally go home. damn sian.
and now....going out.
HROAR, I NEED TO JIAYOU IN IT.

i think,
your attitude sucks.
seriously.
looking down on other people, just because you dont agree,
is just wrong.
and the way you say it,
.....just ugly.
*P.S. probably doesnt refer to who you think it refers to.*

2009-03-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

i got caught for hair today.

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fuiasbfiubgfi;sbgiubgubr;gbsubrvub;cndsoirgoiawonrivn
vavinfodvbdofvpbb;vzosbvaeif]wpfjoda]pcmw
odvmwopvnapernv\povnadvoiewofinds'nvinvioasvniovn
svsopdvnosdvniawnewioanoiv[wen[oiwoivn[ivnwrnr[ion

what the hell?!
srsly what the hell.
then i had to go cut.
teachers are really unreasonable.

my hair is like a patch of grass.
that just got cut. twice. in one month.
and now thrice.

what the hell man.
"the top is a little bit long"
EAT DICK, COME ON.
WHAT LONG, YOU NEVER CATCH PESDY THEN YOU WANT CATCH ME?
"your hair is touching your ears too"
SURE, LIKE 0.3 CM OF IT, AND YOU WANT ME TO GO TO THE
USELESS SCHOOL BARBER WHO CANT EVEN OPERATE THE
RAZOR PROPERLY.
F-

what the hell.
stupid shit.
how the hell do they train teachers, anyway.

2009-03-22T13:25:00.000-07:00

hmm.

pesdy and joshua tonned at my house.

hmm.

this is our food at around 12 - 1+.

carrot cake, charkwayteow, charkwayteow, and bread, bread, bread, bread (in pesdy's mouth).

the carrot cake was damn nice.

but joshua and pesdy's kwayteows sucked.

funny taste. they say cause the auntie fried, not uncle.

sad. hahaha, but at least it filled the stomach.

then got discovered by ma while relaxing on the roof.

lecturelecturelecture.

joshua went to sleep.

this is pesdy at approx 1am, eating.

this is pesdy at exactly 5.01am.

hahahahahahahahahah!

he wont wake up.

even after blasting music into his ears,

nudging him with my feet.

stepping on him. (lightly, to all pesdy fans)

and sprinkling water on his face.

he's screwed in school tomorrow.

this is me at 5.03am.

pictured, pimply stressed guy, homework, laptop (wikipedia), messy table

holiday homework...kills.

the past few hours do very little only.

die lah. pei pesdy.

and shit........speech for tomorrow.............

no pictures of joshua. lazy to take.

ahem.

back to rushing homework..........................................................................

school sucks.

HROAR!

2009-03-05T01:24:00.000-08:00

lol, bullshit.

haha.
i dont like you.
i dont care,
if you tell any immediate family member,
thank you very much.

i think you're a whiner and you have no backbone.
you're already so old.
and you still cant solve your own problems?
how pathetic.
useless.

i want my blog rights.
why not?
i dont understand why not.
i.
want.
my.
blog.
rights.
hroar.

i dont like somebody.
bai bai.

2009-02-26T04:53:00.000-08:00

a week or so ago,
someone close talked to me on msn.
the person asked if i could make her laugh.
she was feeling down.
and i found that i couldnt.
all i could do was offer a feeble attempt,
to ask her to watch some videos that werent even half funny.
i realised, i was very useless.
no, this isnt an emo post. this is just a reflection.
i want to be able.

from now on,
i am not humorous until i can make a person smile on their darkest day.
i am not a friend until i can be there whenever someone needs me.
i am not reliable until my word is truly my bond.
i am not strong unless i can stand up for others.

/beginning.

2009-02-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

i was writing about a rant yesterday night that took two hours.
but i decided not to publish it.
because it's so long and full of my bullshit. hahaha.
so in summary :

the day before, my hair got cut.
at the school barber.
i think it's stupid that my fringe got caught, then my acceptable sideburn, sides and back were shaved.
it looks really moronic.
mr yoong was going all "must cut shorter ah" when it didnt need to be done at all.
except for my fringe, that is.
so now my hair conforms to the ridiculous looking 2 by 4 school required haircut.
looks like shit.

then mdm mini d/o sathiya gave me hell.
basically pesdy and i talked in class, she exploded, threatened to call my mom, gave me truckloads of shit.
i tried being respectful to her.
well she cant make up her mind. first she tells me to look at her.
then she says im staring her down.
so i look away. then she tells me to look at her.
then she says im being rude again.
wonderful ehh.
and mdm tang keeps popping in really "helpful" and "funny" quips such as "this one ah, sure must call mother one"
and "cannot be just talking one lah!"
sorry to disappoint, but it is.
so at the end of the whole thing, i acted like a dog, and made mdm sathiya feel powerful.
at least that's what she's showing me.
mentioning that she's the english head, and has to power to call my parents at any instant.
wow! that's scary!
"i can KILL them both right now" <-- mdm mini.
for talking. that's a whole lot of tolerance right there.
and respect for students too. making sarcastic comments and mocking them.
while i act like a dog.
yeah, respect goes a long way.

let me explain the situation.
first lesson of the year, she explodes at me jiaren pesdy.
and some others. while she's verbally flipping the finger at the others, she isnt scolding me.
so i keep a little smile on my face.
now to some of you that's pretty irritating. well if it were a huge grin it would be.
a smile is my face. it's not a look. it's my face.
as much as the eyebags are a part of mdm mini's face, the smile is part of my face.
she thinks it's a cocky smile. fine, i drop it.
then she keeps giving me flaming bullshit.

i do not like arrogant, self-righteous teachers who think they deserve respect just because they,
they what, had NIE training?
that's ludicrous and delusional.
they're very much bullies. wonderful, excellent role models to developing students all around Singapore. and they question why we behave in the way we do?
time to stop pointing fingers at parents and look at yourselves in the mirrors.
and what's even more humiliating, we're paying them.
respect and trust is earned. always respect fellow people. isnt that what they always tell us?
seems like "practicing what you preach" dont apply to them, ehh.
*disclaimer : i am not referring to anyone in particular. you can set yourself on fire if you think its you i'm talking about, those are your thoughts, your perspective, not my problem.

i was incredibly pissed by mdm mini sathiya's attitude towards me.
that's my sentiment.
and i am unhappy.

and that's the summary. imagine the whole thing! LOL.
i'm fucking pissed.
this is stupid.

2009-02-16T02:46:00.000-08:00

i just created a facebook.
i feel very noob for creating one so late.
it's like. LOL.
nevermind.

anyway, what's up with giving friends presents on valentine's day?
people are going to say i'm being jealous.
i'm not, alright.
i just find it funny and weird that people are giving presents to friends on a day dedicated to lovers.
doesnt it make the whole point of valentine's pointless?
well that's just my opinion, i guess.

nothing much happened today.
rebekah charmaine pesdy came over for proj.
ahhhh. class outing? i dont know.
hmm sentosa isnt too bad!
but i dont want a farmer's tan again....
awww.

adding people on facebook is troublesome and tough.
i shall go rack up some points on word challenge now.
lalala, bai bai.

P.S. i'm working on a disclaimer to protect myself from teacher attacks!

2009-02-12T05:12:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhh!
it's been long since i've updated.
lol zhiming,

ahem. charmaine joshua pesdy rebekah zhiming came over today.
charmaine pearly and rebekah were here to do lit proj.
zhiming and joshua came to, uhh, play only.
hahah. had fun.
especially the eating part. *glomps*
did some of the literature, i think.
then i took a knife and scared my brother's friends. who were also here.
it's really short. just, like, 20secs.
if i'm able to upload it, it should be somewhere down there.

i did my maths retest.
it was alright. i think i can pass.
tommorow i'm going to run with zhiming again, and pearly maybe.
my legs still ache from wednesday's run. damn short only la.
lol supernoob!

waiting for the class blog questions.
aw heck, i'll just post first.
MRAWR!

oh the video isnt here. LOL.
anw i dont like mrs sng. she gave me an attitude face.
i was asking a serious question. srsly pis'd.
hroar.

updated links...half updated.
i'm beat.
tomorrow ba. goodbaiiiiiii.

2009-02-02T07:26:00.001-08:00

post number one hundred.
been one year or so, since this blog was created. i've changed.
looking back on all those posts. lol i feel dumb?
the very first post. looked act cute to me.
hahahaha. they bring back good memories.
like the ECP outing. like, second blog post. STOCKBROKER!

i feel like i've matured. i'm still as stupid as ever. but a different kind of stupid from then.
i liked 2e5 at the beginning. over time, i hated it. still do, actually. mrawr.
and all those little mushy mushy snippets at the end of my posts.
hahahahahaha.
dont really want to dwell on those childish things any longer.
learnt how to value my friends' words. they always told me.
but i just never listened.

and then, the poems. did i think it was fun to do so?
i get goosebumps when i read my old poems now. hahaha.
they're like. so slobbery. some. most.
havent got any better, too.

i realised who really meant the most to me.
i understood the love between friends i never saw before.
i changed.
from writing to speech, from walking to...........hair.
LOL. hahahaha.
i miss my mushroom head. i think i'll regrow it someday.
bridges were broken and new ones were forged.
some good friends drifted away.
i wonder how we fell apart, i really do. honestly, i miss you.
got " " THIS much closer to better grades.
i have alot of verbal bullshit. all talk no action.
hopefully i can change that.

after so long. i guess i've changed.
not exactly the same person anymore.
i'll remember you, those who just stood by.
and i'll never forget you, those who stood by me.
thank you.
<62.
fcousin.
ma and pa, brother
W466.
and other assorted sweets. :D

2009-01-30T02:37:00.000-08:00

i missed the deadline for the CAP.
not a very nice way to celebrate/mourn my return.
i didnt sleep for two nights for it, damn it.
forget it. well i already wrote it, so what the hell.
it composed of 5 stories. two were fairytales gone wrong, namely Snow White and the Seven Dwarves, and Rapunzel.
the theme was "The Dark Side". Frickin' cliche. but the content is confirm not the star wars kind.
the other 3 stories told the story of a madman. how he became what he was. so yeah.
i'll post them online some day.
msn me if you want them early?
ai.

alright. uhh. balls.
infocomm was boring.
i feel like im slipping back into sec2. all the i'll-pass-up-by-today-but-end-up-passing-up-two-days-later bullshit.
damn, yaoxing's email keeps sending the virus thing. irritating.
tomorrow service can only go for awhile.
relatives coming over. not sure if that's a good or bad thing?

today's maths test was complete fail. the supposedly easier questions, i didnt even know how to answer.
i need to buck up quickly, or i'll end up like last year again.
again.

the old neighbourhood people came over today. saw marcus and jasmine. and yeah michael.
i dont like michael.
i like marcus. he looks and sounds different. and he said i sound like a laoahpek?
!@#$%^&*
im so much cuter than that.
LOL HAHAHAHA KIDDINGGGGGG.

not very funny.
i'm bored, tired, and disappointed. when will things get better?
just feel so freaking lazy.

P.S. what the hell is up with boonlay's badminton cca?
P.S.+ im kind of too lazy to update my links and such, apologies. i'll revamp my blog soon.

bai bai.

2009-01-05T06:18:00.000-08:00

wooooooo just cut my nails.
feels weird.
school is alright. actually, it sucks.

lol siaaaaaan. cant wait for the weekend.
goodbye.

2009-01-04T01:57:00.000-08:00

hmm. just realised that every CHC member currently online has their name in front of their nicks.

[c=9]thomas~[/c] Blatant.
[K]aili
.MINGWEI. *lol i cant do the dot thing*
ALQL; ilove--you
CHARISSA:O *lol i cant do the upright one*
gabriel NOW!
grace ruiz - *outing details, v long*
Hui
Yinling

lol. what did i do this for again?
tchh bored.
school is boring.
i dont really know my classmates.
i guess they're alright as of now.
aghhhh so bored.
where's darryl?

2008-12-31T14:05:00.000-08:00

stumbled across new things last year.
i never thought people would be capable of doing such things.
i never knew i could feel such things.
but now i know.
growing pains, lol.
ouch.
i guess we learn from every fall.
can only hope i dont stay down.

alright...new year, new beginnings.
best wishes to all.
happy new year.

P.S. hurray, darryl is staying over at my house, LOL.

2008-12-30T13:31:00.000-08:00

one more day 'til 2009.
i'm afraid of the future.
what will i mess up again?
i guess Time will tell.

...damn bad storyteller, that asshole.

2008-12-21T09:17:00.000-08:00

ughh.
family picnic thing,
cycled, skated, stoned.
tired. and now about to have sore throat. maybe even fever.
uhhhhhh.
better go sleep. nights people!

the gift of grace;

2008-12-20T10:15:00.001-08:00

wooooooooo, i have returned from the cg appreciation bbq.
shall not bore you with details of before it.
after service, dropped off at jp.
both mingwei and i had a stomachache, hahah.
the others went off first.
inital goal : find toilet, take a dump.
but later i found out he had other motives for going to jp.
to buy ziying's gift exchange present.
suffered at the cd shop at the new wing of jp before going to suffer at action city.
then suffered the long way to the toilet.
where i did business.
the venture was a success, and it felt goooooood.
LOL.

*fast forward*
*stop*
oh ya, and while we were queuing for bus, this uncle came over and cut queue.
we were first. then he entered through the hole in the side, then just cut in between me (i was the last of us) and the girl behind me. then he started reading his paper.
he was a natural at it. didnt seem a tiny bit bothered.
and after awhile, he cut our queue too, standing first in line.
we ignored him. and when the bus came.....
this is the epic part.
an indian worker was standing at the side, either about to cut queue, or waiting to enter the bus once the current queue ends.
the uncle shouted at him.
"WHY YOU CUT QUEUE? YOU GO QUEUE NOW. YOU SEE MANY PEOPLE? SO MANY PEOPLE YOU ALSO CUT QUEUE? YOU GO BACK NOW. YOU GO. GO!"
mingwei, pengkoon and i were going "whoaaaaaaaaaaaa, whoaaaaaa" out loud. the uncle ignored us.
that moron.
*fastforward*

bbq time.
just for fun,
i tried to pluck unripe coconuts out of trees.
tried to jump and grab, but failed. so kept smacking at it, until it bent a little.
now i could grab it. but still couldnt pull it down.
many of us tried but fail'd. and finally thomas jumped up, climbed the tree, grabbed a coconut, and yanked.
it fell.
HURRAY!
i took the hint and tried after him.
unfortunately i failed and fell.
but what? i fell with the coconut.
so....kinda win in a way.
i wasnt hurt.
coconut plucking was repeated several times, and many coconuts were broken. juice leaked.
nut plucking. hahahhaha.

and then cg appreciation!
prizes were stickers.
but they do mean alot to us.
and then after that gift exchange.
then hang about for awhile.
and then.......go home!

P.S. it wasnt that short. but i figured full details would bore you out.
shanhui came back, man. everything that night was....epic.
i loved it.

2008-12-20T09:39:00.000-08:00

Colbie Caillat.
Mistletoe.

great...
fake plastic mistletoe.
wrap me in a great big bow,
and tear me apart.

it's christmas time,
so open up the floodgates.
tell me that you'll be late,
and rip me apart.

cause you say that,
you say that things will be alright.
but i've heard that,
i've heard that so many times,
and i know that-

it's not christmas if the snow don't fall.
and i'm still standing here,
three feet small.
lose all our troubles cause afterall,
it's christmas time,
it's christmas time.

cold...
icing on the walkways.
slip into games we play.
we're falling apart.
a great big house,
that's made out of gingerbread
crumbles to the ground.
we're breaking apart.

but you said that,
you said that things will be alright.
but i've heard that,
i've heard that so many times
and i know that-

it's not christmas if the snow don't fall.
and i'm still standing here,
three feet small.
lose our troubles cause afterall,
it's christmas time,
it's christmas time.

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does this mean there's no christmas in singapore?
hahaha.
partial lyrics.

2008-12-18T22:16:00.000-08:00

ughhhh.
woke up at 1.45 in a steaming room.
fan off, all doors closed, windows closed, curtains closed.
liek sauna. damn hot la.

doing nothing now. <:
boring. hacks havent come out yet. i'm quite sick of dying. LOL.
holidays passed so fast.
arghhhhhhh i cant imagine going back to school again.
boring, tiring as crap.
ah well, i guess i have to make the best out of the last few weeks.

christmas is coming!
presents plx <:

P.S. yay geraldine <: <: <: <:

2008-12-17T00:10:00.000-08:00

frontpage etc updated.
whew. spent some time on that.

shucks...tomorrow is sec sch posting day. im worried for my brother.
hope he gets into kranji.
lol, then can see wenji, hahaha.

aghhhhh the last few weeks of holidays are just so packed.
too much, too fast!
see you around~

2008-12-15T13:12:00.001-08:00

5:10am.
...there's no one else online.

2008-12-14T04:35:00.000-08:00

i am so going to change my frontpage. damn irritating, that picture. LOL.
anyway. end of holidays approaching. enjoy your last days, everyone.
until school starts again.
!@#$%^&*.

lol link.
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hmm. on friday! after cg, and the monopoly live thing, i went with zihui, ziying, ger and joanna to watch twilight.
kao, end up i'm the only guy. so awkward. >_>
ahem. uhh, took mrt there. nothing much happened on the journey. just talk, talk talk.
*cluck cluck cluck*
and reached. and walked. and realised only has 15 mins to start of movie.
and walked. and crossed road.
and entered building. and went up escalator. and realised it was wrong escalator.
and took lift. and got v kanchiong because had 5 mins left only.
and bought drinks and stuff. and went in.
and started watching.

i donch knou whai peopel laugh at the lame parts and donch laugh at the funny parts.
and uh, i got "shut up"ed by ziying countless times. the movie was.........hahahahaha.
LOL. edward climbing trees = spiderman. HAHAHA.
and the the part where he runs = huang fei hong. HAHAHAHA.
and many more unintentionally funny parts. LIKE LIKE WHEN EDWARD IS IN SUNLIGHT, HE JUST LOOKS LIKE HE'S DAMN HAIRY AND THE SUN IS REFLECTING OFF THE HAIR. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
when they speeded up the short distances, it looked like shit. but when he ran further it looked cooler.
well. it was better than i expected it to be. my favorite scene was...the baseball match.
very cool. and alice is the prettiest. ahem.

only after i came out of the cinema did i realise it was a sneak preview.

2008-12-12T08:37:00.000-08:00

P!NK.
HEARTBREAKER.

i keep thinkin' bout that little sparkle in your eye;
is it a light from the angels,
or your devil deep inside?
what about the way you say you love me all the time?
are you liftin' me up to heaven,
just to drop me down the line?
there's a ring around my finger,
but will you change your mind?
and you tell me that i'm beautiful...
but that could be a lie.

are you a heartbreaker?
maybe you want me for the ride..
what if i'm fallin' for a heartbreaker?
and everything is just a lie,
i won't be leavin' here alive.
i won't be leavin' here alive, no..

temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife.
cause i'm always watchin' for someone to
show their darker side.
so maybe i'll sit back and just enjoy all this for now
watch it all play out,
see if you really stick around.
but there's always this one question,
that keeps me up at night...
are you my greatest love,
or disappointment in my life?

are you a heartbreaker?
maybe you want me for the ride...
what if i'm fallin' for a heartbreaker?
and everything is just a lie,
i won't be leavin' here alive...
i might as well lay down and die,

i'm holding on,
with both hands and both feet, ohhhh.
promise that you won't pull the rug
out from under me.

are you a heartbreaker?
maybe you want me for the ride..
i pray to God you're not a heartbreaker,
this time around i won't survive.
cause if i'm fallin' for a heartbreaker,
and everything is just a lie,
i won't be leavin' here alive...
i might as well lay down and die, ohhh.
i won't be leavin' here alive..

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disclaimer : any featured songs do not always depict current situations or events in my life, entirely or not. i may just simply like them. get over it.

and uh, i do not have the current resources to put the song up with the lyrics. will do so soon.

meanwhile, please search for it on youtube. it's very nice.

2008-12-02T15:10:00.000-08:00

im on the bed with Mr.Fox right now.
hahaha, disgusting.
7.10am in the morning. ughh. gonna sleep.
tired man. hurray for brothership.
dug out some antique compos to modify and submit.
hurray. goodnight.
or should i say,
morning!

2008-11-29T08:59:00.000-08:00

in the left eye, tears offer an apology
in the right, rage is all i see.
with my left hand, i reach out to comfort
and i draw back my right to hurt.

behind this smiling mask, this clown
the person, the face behind, it frowns.
i flinch when i hear your sound,
you bring my whole day crashing down.

i am a hypocrite,
a liar.
i see my sins and i know,
your end will be by my fire.

have you ever stamped out on a fire?
i need to.
but my shoes are soaked in gasoline.

2008-11-28T19:48:00.000-08:00

milk made me have stomach ache.
ho mai gaud it hurts.
please remind me never to touch cold milk in the morning ever, ever again.
i think i'm going to have diarrhea. aghhhhhhhh.
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wooo i cut my hair, finally.
now it's as short as ever. but my fringe stayed.
so uh. i think i look gay at the moment. but it'll be alright once my hair grows back :D
short post. i is has to go meet sinyee at J.E. sooooooooooon.
i dont want to buy books. my mom doesnt trust that i'll buy the right ones.
what the hell, it's alr on the list.

okayokay, bai bai!
BTW WELCOME BACK MR FOX.

P.S. if your life is filled with crap, always remember, light shit up and you get one fantastic fireworks display.

2008-11-27T00:03:00.000-08:00

3.50pm. i just woke up.

what the hell?

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ahh, have to rush english compo's. 5 in a week, my dad's crazy.
wooo prata is for lunch!
and CA hacks dont work anymore.
failpatch.
mini-post finished! see you!

2008-11-25T22:55:00.000-08:00

The Academy Is...
Summer Hair = Forever Young.

we're crashing cars,
we used to share.
with summer girls
with summer hair.
we're driving around chasing the stars..
but the party's busted up
before it ever starts.

i'll never let you go.
don't ever forget,
tell me you'll remember,
forever young.
i'll never let you fall
it's not over yet.
you and me forever,
forever young,
we're forever young...

stop making plans, start making sense.
don't you believe any word they said.
sparked up, sparked up like a book of matches
falling through the night,
and rising from the ashes...

i'll never let you go
don't ever forget
tell me you'll remember,
forever young
i'll never let you fall
it's not over yet
you and me forever
forever young,
we're forever young...

don't come any closer,
don't tell me it's over,
don't kiss me goodbye.
here we are,
am i taking this too hard?
don't say that it's easy
the hardest part is leaving
don't you wonder why...
suddenly...
we're all running out,
of time.

hmm.
hahah, i love that song. The Academy Is... is getting better and better.
ninet came to stay over last night!
the day before she also came, but she didnt stay because. er. she didnt bring clothes i think.
last night she wore my class tee, lol.
fcousins ftw!

pedobear/mr. fox/darryl came back in the evening!
then went off for camp again.
stupid la, so bored.
he wanted to come over too.
but too bad for us all. :(

KumoKami got banned. now i have to use a new acc to hack in CA. hahaha.

ahh. i dont really have much mood to post. sien.
hmm! my hair is too long to stand le.
i just tried combing it back to how it was in primary school.
im waiting for it to dry, and see if it's alright.
i wonder!

2008-11-23T08:53:00.000-08:00

*ignore the hair. it's a messy piece of crap.

in life. there are so many problems.
problems big and small,
and so often, too often, we run.
we run away, we scamper, we crawl.
we whine, we moan, we cry.
every small little thing is something we have to bitch about.
and we run away.
stick our heads under the sand.
sweep everything under the carpet, and hope it will all just disappear.
guess what. it wont.

we see heroes on screen, in books, saving the world.
some spy driving an aston martin.
some retarded prick in a gay red and blue suit.
some hairy idiot with claws poking out of his hands.
some moron dressing up as a bat.
desensitized by fantasy,
we dont see the heroes among us.

no, im not talking about the firefighters who drag people out of burning homes.
not about the patriotic men risking their lives, shooting at other patriotic men risking their lives.
not about the guys in blue suits rounding up criminals.
not about the brave people who step into a situation, and become the guardian angel of the many in need.
they are heroes. but im not speaking about them.

im talking about ones who no one see.
who look problems and tragedy in the eye and say, "i am not afraid".
the ones who dont turn and run when enemies approach.
even if the situations threatens to force them into submission.
they stand strong.
they stand, and face up to the challenge.
but so often we overlook these brave people.
and they pass among us.
silently fighting their battles.
no one sees the conflict raging within.
and they carry on.

i love you, mom and dad.

2008-11-17T05:31:00.001-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i just saw this nick and pm from one of my contacts.
made me laugh out loud, hahahahaha.

Amos - Hangman time! _ _ _ *spacing* _ _ _ _ _ _
clue : open mouth and make a constant, high-pitched single note and drum index and middle fingers across mouth.

i wont reveal the answer, and good luck to those try! hahahahahahaha.
for those who get it, damn funny right!

hilarious. anyway, i dont think i'll be using colors in my blog anymore, unless im in a very rainbow mood.
lazy to keep highlighting and coloring words. maybe i'll bold and italic some, but probably not.
my content is interesting enough!
JUST KIDDING. i have thinner skin than that.
speaking of which, i got another unexplained injury. :O
i suspect that six legged cows have been coming to injure me with AK47's while im sleeping every night.

hmm. since there was alr some funny stuff on top.
i guess i'll make this a funny post.
all pictures are from failblog.org, funniest place on the net.
enjoy!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
FFFFTTTWWWW!
ahem.
well, see you!
frontpage and funstuff edited. :D

2008-11-16T07:59:00.000-08:00

i was about to type out the events of friday, cca time.
i decided not to.
i'll shall just scream, shriek, whine, shout, rant about the person himself.

justin, you're a downright asshole.
acting like you're some big shot.
you're so weak i can smash your face in with my spit.
thinking you're huge and mighty, dragging me around, as if you got power over me.
you better thank whatever god you pray to that i am tolerating you.
justin : IMMA FIRE YOUR ASS
so you're the chairman of the club.
bullsh*t, we all hate you and you know it. (except for the few who fail along with you)
i dont really give a f*** if you kick me out of infocomm.
get real. this club is a piece of sh*t.
no matter how you try to put it, it never contributed to the school, prolly never will, with sh*theads like you around.
you are behaving exactly like mrs sng (or whatever). attitude photocopied.
exalting the cca as if the members owe it their lives.
we. dont. care.
it's just 2 - 4 hrs every week where we can use com and enjoy air-con for free.
i even came for cca during the holidays. waste my sleeping time.

you're a dipsh*t nerd, understand?
not even a tiny bit paikia.
spinning bullsh*t.
do the world a favour and gtfo, please.

whoremaster, i am so pissed.
shall post more optimistic stuff next time.

2008-11-13T12:21:00.000-08:00

it's 4:20 in the morning now.
god, why did i keep awake for so long?
this is not good.
i am so going to feel like shit during infocomm.
why did i agree to help shaoyi?
omg.
i'm such an idiot.
damn.

and there's cg tomorrow.
man.
this sucks.
lol. my dandruff is back.
needs acid to cure.

i turned on CA with the intention to check if the hacks would work.
ended up playing sand hog for 2+hours.
this is killing me.
i hate my super dark rings.
i hate my puffy eye bags.
i hate constantly dozing off.
i hate sleeping in places other than my bed.

the repetition is becoming a habit.
damn.
have to wake up in 3.5 hours.
i am so screwed.
goodnight.

2008-11-12T22:59:00.000-08:00

i have no idea why i paid for the stupid class outing.
God, am i stupid?
tsk.

lalala, i have got to get out.
but building fund, :(
LOL, guess i have to sacrifice.
ninet and darryl are good friends now!
but ninet doesnt remember darryl's face, hmm.
maybe she should get the IBDW emote?

abshouleutlee nothing to post about now.
restarted playing bots.
since im going to have no life,
might as well get an internet one.
CEILING CAT IS WATCHING YOU M-

bored out of my head! someone is getting braces later today, :O
bright colors piss me off. =l
while darryl is shooting at targets in school, im shooting at online nubs.
ahhhh!

stupid windows update shit.
keep prompting me to restart com.
kao. irritating.
i is liek glasses.
i is buys soon.
i is saves up.
i is buys zero degree lenses.
i is liek.

i saw you yesterday.
wasnt quite a shock.
i thought it would happen.
eventually.
my heartbeat quickened.
and then slowed to a stop.
i know,
you're out of my reach.
i know it too well.

2008-11-08T07:39:00.000-08:00

Darryl's three shooting medals. *makes ziying jealous*

AHEM!
jiu jiu no post.
have been busy!
let's start from thursday, AHEM!

THURSDAY:
lazed about at home, talking to darryl and playing CA and the like. suddenly darryl asked if i wanted to stay over.
instantly went over.
no actually i took a crapload of time to get ready, and reached darryl's house at liek, 10+.
he said his mom got quite pissed cause i took so long. eeeeeek.
after reaching, started to do stupid stuff. and play com.
WE CHAM.
and er had to call zihui.
talked awhile. darryl and i kept laughing at roflpictures, damn funny.
super funny. liek, LOL
hahahaha. after we put down the phone, we called brendan and CA-ed till late night.
then project powdered.
then talked.
and talked.
and talked.
from 3am talked till 6am.
then slept till.......

FRIDAY :
i'm not very sure on the time we woke up.
but darryl dragged me out of bed.
ate blekfasto.
i dilly-dallied the whole day away.
supposed to print stuff, ran into complications.
became superlate for CG.
took a cab. 2nd time this week due to my stupidity, damn im broke.
chionged to zihui house. ITE dont need to. cause little bro havent reach.
waited,
waited,
met sam, went in.
i had to go to the toilet to brush my teeth. LOL.
and then cg.
and then cg.
no that wasnt on purpose.
got sabo-ed again. im cursed.

SATURDAY :
little bro joined us for service!
Ed Silvoso guest spoke.
his accent was fantastic. LOL.
jokes aside, the message was practical, and impactful.
powerpoint screwed up, LOL.
ahem.
after svc, ate, and crazied at the cafe.
going home time, crazied in the bus.
there was shit on the seat!
on the mrt, crazied on the train.
by crazying i mean shouting, screaming, banging, throwing stuff, singing badly, making a huge public nuiscance.
we outshouted everyone in all the places. we certainly attracted attention. :D
one day, we are going to appear on the stomp frontpage. look out for us!
sure will bai pose one. xD

that's all i guess?
FREEMAN IS COMING BACK TOMORROW! i mean. later today.
WOOOOOOO DARRYL IGUZO FETCH-O HIM-O.
HOMO

*cough*
SEE YOU!

P.S. i is liek geraldine's specs, i are gets zero-degree lensers. i is liek.

2008-10-30T12:16:00.000-07:00

OUCH.
i didnt notice it till i stripped to bathe. liek omg.
it had a bump that looked like a mountain! i think i got it while kicking something.
if you're uninterested in my wound, go ahead and oogle at my hairy leg.
yes yes, it's very sexy. LOL.

http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/beware_city_harvest_103084.html
this is the link to the forum post mentioned in my previous entry.
a lot of people keep agreeing that it's true.
liek "yeah CHC ruined my life!"
"imma beckslider too"
"it's all true"
"i liek mudkipz"
"i herd dey liek mudkipz"

what the hell?
it's so fake. i mean what the girl "noticed", and what the people are agreeing to.
OMG THERE IS NO CHC IN DHOBY GHAUT, !@#$%^&* (lol link)
but. i guess i alone cant change people's opinion.

WHAT THE HELL, BIBLE IN WRAPPING PAPER?

kiss kiss.

2008-10-28T20:56:00.000-07:00

LOL OMG.
i was saw this post from a link in Ger's blog.
LOLWTF?
it's both funny and stupid at the same time.
SRSLY, LOL.

OKAY!
this is the post in its entirety. the little bracketed edits in between are by me!

BEWARE!! CITY HARVEST WILL CHEAT YOU!!
I've onced attended this "church" called 'city harvest' at dhoby ghaut.there are some things i've noticed there....
(SURE, NOTICE ALL YOU WANT, but number firstly and most strongly, city harvest is NOT located at dhoby ghaut. in before epic fail.)
1) MUST pay 10percent of your allowance+income every week you attend it.
(nah, it's encouraged, but not COMPULSORY. as someone else commented, they dont hold a knife to your throat, or a gun to your head. AND this is called tithing. not just a "donation". so plz gat ur fakts rihgt.)
2) all bibles must be covered with wrapping paper..
(WHAT? HAHAHAHAHA. YOU THOUGHT WHAT, BIRTHDAY PRESENT AH?)
3) NO adults there. every single person are teenagers!! and their parents are not allowed to know about this.
(if everyone is teenager, means youth service lo? and how you know their parents not allowed to know. hahaha, i think the people all v youthful, cannot tell the difference. xD)
4) it's hall is held in a CONCERT HALL inside a shopping center, with rocking band and loud music.
(that's another really strong point. City Harvest is one church at two locations : JurongWest and Expo. we have our own BUILDING at JW, and expo sure as hell aint a shopping centre.)
5) new people will be recruited every week.
(you mean ministry? they sign up. you mean becoming a christian? their own choice.)
6) every week, everybody needs to drink a cup of "god's blood" which is so-called for good luck
(please omg no they dont. LOL. this is called Communion, and roman catholics should know what it is about. THEY DONT DRINK BLOOD, AND IT'S NOT FOR LUCK.
"papa, is this blood?"
"no, son, its ribena."
AND GOD ISNT A BLACKCURRANT.)
7) the church teaches the teenagers to ONLY believe in god, and not to trust your friends and family.
(religious beliefs and trust in loved ones is of course different. i dont mean to insult you, but seriously which part of this is not being understood? ONLY BELIEVE IN GOD as your God. that means you dont believe in other religions.)
8) the priest likes the use the word 'aman' to change the topic when it gets sensitive about having the teenagers to having a second thought. because 'aman' means something like neutral or agree+disagree.
(like Ger said, Amen means verily and truly. What the hell, where the hell are you getting your "meanings" of words and "understandings" of the church from? CHC touches upon, elaborates upon, splits open topics that many churches dont dare to touch, and they speak to all the youth about it. so please.)
9) they have groupings in different areas in sg, and they meet up very often.
(you're right. everyone has friends. school friends have cliques and meet up often. so do church friends. lol, got no life?)
10) their church songs are in techno and rock..................Zzz?
(sorry, anything wrong? praise is defined as giving thanks to God, whereas worship is to honour and glorify God. as long as these criteria are fulfilled, it doesnt matter if it's techno, rock, jazz, classical, etcetc. What did you expect, church hymns ONLY?)
11) they produce postcards to advertise their church and make their people recuit more and more people every week.
(nah, those are bulletins to show the members what's going on, and what's coming up in the church. you thought army ah, whole day use "recruit recruit recruit".)
i personally believe that this church is a total fake. they are trying to con money from teenagers like us.
( i dont. O_O
nah, they have more than enough adults to cover "teenagers like you".)
based on personal experience, i've been to different churches, and all the church teaches us to love our friends and family and how to cherish them. but on the other hand, city harvest is the other way round.
(CHC teaches people to cherish their loved ones and treasure them.. 100% FAKUTO.)
donation M-U-S-T be voluntary, NOT compulsary.
(sure they are. it's even written on the offering envelope. what are you, blind?)
and why would they set a rule that all bibles should be covered in wrapping paper? are they trying to prevent them from exposing their secret of going to city harvest from their parents?
(NO, ITS BECAUSE THEY WANT TO GIVE THEIR BIBLES AS BIRTHDAY PRESENTS! :D)
i dont believe that any reason is good enough to explain all of these. but i can only warn people not to join. =.=
( i dont believe you've been to the right church.)
valerie607 added 5 Minutes and 39 Seconds later...
no offence please... im just stating my views.
(no offence either, some things are just inexplicably stupid.)

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OKAY, END OF SUPERLONG POST!
bottomline, i dont think she's been to city harvest.
it might be New Creation Church, since it's located in the Rock Auditorium in Suntec.
im not saying NCC does that kind of stuff. i honestly believe she's deluded.
LOL. or maybe even faking it?
but alright. just to dispell a giant myth.
TITHING AND A NORMAL DONATIONS ARE DIFFERENT. D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T. 不同.

some may say i have a biased viewpoint.
i dont.
isnt it better to have someone who knows what's happening tell you the truth? i have nothing against the poster, and no agenda to...advertise CHC.

all i want to do. is tell you what's real, and what's not.
you can visit if you like. but if you dont want to.
DON'T NEED TO! dont force yourself. later got another "my friend keep psychoing me to church" case.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DARRYL'S COMING OVER!
SEE YOU! :D

EDIT: DARRYL HERE. I HAVE ARRIVEDDDDDDD! AHAHAH. WILLIAM'S BATHING AND HE DOESNT KNOW OF THIS. SHH!

2008-10-28T03:08:00.000-07:00

im recounting all of this from memory, so spare me if there are holes in it.

dinner, bintan lagoon resort.
"ehh boy, eat more!", Uncle said, putting more fish into my bowl.
"ya lor, so thin, eat more than can grow taller," Auntie said.
"orhhhh."
the people around the table had to raise their voices to speak in the busy restaurant.
the adults talked about everything under the sun while the children played their own games.
waiters hurried about, serving food and drinks.
a glass of sprite reached the table, and i shared it with Brother.
Cousin Brother looked at me and winked.
"william, got wear your mickey mouse underwear anot,"
our two families burst into laughter, while i turned beet red.
embarassed, i buried my face into the food and chewed.
a waiter seemed to magically appear behind Father, setting down another dish.
sweet and sour pork.
the food did not catch my eye at first. one of the decorations arrested my attention.
a blue flower, its petals made out of carrot and dyed blue, was set on the side.
i instantly reached out for it and grabbed it.
"i want to bring this back to singapore," i said aloud, eyes still stuck to the carrotflower.
"give who?" Mother said, slyly eyeing me.
"so sweet ah," Cousin Sister said, giggling.

the din of the restaurant seemed to be drowned out.
the little boy smiled a gentle smile, childishly cradling the flower in his hands.

foolish days of my youth. hahaha.

that was when i was.......K2.

2008-10-27T23:32:00.001-07:00

ADDITION,
FIRST TO TALK TO BOONLIN WHEN SHE RETURNED FROM JAMBOREE!
LOL.

two days before :
ninette came to stay over!
she's my favorite cousin btw. woooooo.
came in the evening i think...
at night got hungry. so we went out to get (BLESSED)food.
took bus to swiss and continued walking to 7-11 and the coffeeshop there.
ninette bought carrotcake. the uncle stupid lah, we ordered $3 one, he only gave us $2, still got the cheek to say it's what we said.
bougth twisties and cup noodles at 7-11. ehh the indian bitch and the senile old fart wasnt there. asses. hahaha, woooooooooooo.
first night stayed up til 5+, tak boleh tahan then go sleep. hahah, laughed alot, played alot.
i was stuck playing the word challenge game. on facebook de. kept retrying and retrying. the most i ever got to was...student. gahh!
it seems that she has found a friend in darryl. ninette doesnt know his name, and calls him "pedobear".
LOL.

yesterday :
woke up at 10+, dragged each other out of bed. ate nasi lemak.
it's supposed to be eaten with hands, man. >_>
used com for the whole day, at night went out for dinner. eunice joined us. ate lobster porridge. more laughs, more fun.
had a shooting star on my forehead pointed out. eeek.

alot of things were cut out, very summarized post. i have a huge gap in my memory.
hope she can come to stay again! maybe longerrrrr. hahaha.
nothing much else to post about.

HOLIDAYS HAVE STARTED. SOMEBODY PLEASE DRAG ME OUT!

going to bathe and cut nails now.
thanks bro for reminding.
see you!

2008-10-26T11:12:00.000-07:00

I just watched The Passion.

oh my god.

2008-10-23T01:40:00.000-07:00

sian, nobody threw the first punch.
sian sian sian, was looking forward to it.

anyway got into 3e1, first choice of subj combi.
happy ba. abit sian, hahah.
who else is in?

we start to die the moment we are born.
but we truly live only when we know our time has come.

2008-10-22T07:45:00.000-07:00

frankly, i want to kick you all idiots.
unfortunately i have to settle for maybe the guys only.
im not touching the girls. what kind of bastard hits girls?
well all of this, if someone dares to take the first step.
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK
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wooooooooooooo not sien diao.
in the day, CA and the outside world keeps me entertained.
at the night, i just feel like sleeping. LOL.
never a boring day without exams!

school sucks tho, sleeping in school to make up for lost sleeptime at night.
damn tired. i think i aged 24107 years in these past few days. :D
i look older than before, which is good! probably. lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat, lose baby fat,

but this means i just look older with baby fats...
ehh.
CHANGE SUBJECT.

tomorrow is the last day of school! which is great. everything is going to be epic now!
6-2 party, going out with friends, asia conference, cg outings, outreaches, LATE WAKING UP.
WOOOOOOOOOOO OWNNNNN! :D
during the hols, i hope i can improve relationship with parents, big goal.
and have fun, fun, fun, fun, fun, fun, fun, fun, fun, fun

tommorow meeting sinyee, and going for badminton.
get a real piercing!

2008-10-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

hello, today i am here to talk about the very much feared disease that has been featured everywhere, from newspapers to news reports. The highly contagious MASAKA plague.
MASAKA, if you dont know yet, stands for Moron Arachnid Savouring And Krunching Apples.
it's quite obvious, really.

as many of you may know, this plague has gripped the world, turning Southeast Asia into a breeding ground. the MASAKA plague is by far the worst epidemic the world has ever experienced, mainly because of these attributes. it is so contagious that it can easily spread by stupid behaviour, and dumb words. also, looking at an infected person will bring on the disease upon yourself.

how terrible! even worse are the symptoms. first, the person starts to grow an extra three pairs of eyes, and a giant toothy mouth, turning them into horribly deformed versions of themselves. they lose all human intelligence, instead acting like total morons. if left untreated, the virus will infect other parts of the body, slowly turning the victim into a human-spider hybrid.

so, i suggest you take care. so far, the only way to treat victims is to keep them firin' their lazers. unfortunately this does not stop, but only slows the infection rate. i wish you the best. Also, MASAKA victims liek apples.

camera off le ma? lol okay. hey, who is that? looks like some homeless guy . hey you, what's your name? oi i talking to you, turn around la. ehh yo- AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH.

lol lame la.
i liek eight eyes,
lalala!

2008-10-17T02:46:00.000-07:00

hahaha three posts in one day? i must be craving for attention or something.
random little pieces of story have been floating around in my mind for some time, so i grabbed them and mashed them together.
and there you have two damn long fail poem thingys.

wooo exams are over. finally! play, play, playtime.
zhiming left for chiangrai yesterday to play in the Princess Mother's Cup. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAA
cough. cough.
i hope he buys maggots back or something, he ate mealworms. hahah ewwww.
hmm and boonlin left for jakarta this morning for some scouts thing. Jamboree?
err sent her off at changi airport with lynette, ate popeye, blahblahblah.
man, ipod touch has some hard games. =l

my nexon patcher hanged. ahwell, so much for playing CA before cellgroup.
sian la, tomorrow cannot go service.
haha ahma's birthday, celebrating. wooooooooooooooooooooooo!

live long, grandma! hahaha.

2008-10-17T02:32:00.000-07:00

you were a proud beast,
who imagined yourself with a brilliant mane.
in your mind,
every strand was pure gold,
and none could outshine it.

while proclaiming your faithfulness,
you formed evil plans
turning away from the one who raised you,
stepping into darkness,
savouring every moment.

when your world came crashing down,
you were crushed.
the path of life is as hard to map,
as a desert of shifting sands.
but you placed your arrogance above caution.

where is your pride now, lion?
your children's bones have been gnawed by the vultures,
your queen, whom you obtained by adultery,
has run away with another.
your mane has died and fallen,
they have turned the color of mud and manure.

in your pain and sorrow,
you finally returned to your master.
he took you back into his home,
and sheltered you from the storm.
his grace has saved your from a bleak death.

yet many see you as a two-faced coward,
who did not know what he was capable of.
you betrayed and spat in your master's face.
stepping over the boundary
and falling headfirst into the pit of pride.

now you are a hollow shell,
an example of failure.
hanging your head low,
your master is where your only comfort lies.

2008-10-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

i had the chance to make it alright.
i could have turned the other cheek.
was i supposed to apologise, again?
i caused everything, was it my fault, again?
i should have thought twice. again.

and,
you blamed me.
you were forever right.
you never accepted a second view,
you always looked away, and never listened.
throwing me into icy silence.

but,
you slapped me 'til both sides were bleeding.
you made me kneel a hundred times.
you taught me humility, in the face of unreason
you held me in a chokehold, and forced me
to say sorry even though i was not wrong.

at first,
i thought it would work out.
i tried to make things happen.
i was at your beck and call.
i made my knees kiss the ground
time after time.

and then,
many told me things weren't right.
they said i had to take my own side.
others said i needed to give more ground.
they wanted me to do whatever
to keep things going.

i already felt the missing pieces.
i saw how we were falling apart.
i couldn't back up any longer,
i would fall over the edge.
and i would lose more of myself.

and now,
i look back and find no regrets.
what was will never be again.
the past is buried.

no one likes a liar,
nor a hypocrite.
i will never be one.
only the truth of the matter
will leave my lips.

2008-10-12T05:42:00.000-07:00

wooooooooooooo, posting again, haha.
hmm got not much on my mind though, i guess just rant a little.
that NHSS girl sucks crap. =l
she's a fat pompous pig whose eyes are so small she can't see herself in the mirror.
that's probably the reason why she's such a self-blind insulter.
but hey, let's stay off assumptions.
she's an idiotic imbecile. wonder how she fits into a classroom,
her friends and teachers are probably crushed. if not, pressed against the wall so hard coal could turn into diamond.
i can see the reason why her pigmates threw her out of the pigpen. man, she stinks so bad. ughh.
maybe she stumbled into a vat of nuclear waste after that. might explain why she looks like a freak.
whoops assumptions again. well i dont know how, but she sure looks hella strange.
the conspiracy theorists might be right. damn ugly aliens crossbred with pigs. and she popped out of the oven, hot and baking...cesspit pie, anyone?

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i think i typed too much LOL.
hahaha tomorrow is some funny 2e5 birthday party (or something). i have a feeling it wont be much fun.
well i'd love to be proven wrong, who doesn't want to have a good time?
lalala, pizza i hope. and coke. maybe, pranks. wooooo.

ah i'm dead beat, damn bored at home. CAing with my brother and darryl is fun and all, but it's getting boring real quick.
i miss service and cell, i wish it would be twice a week each or something.

anyhow, i'm yearning for a 6-2 party. soon!

P.S. the fun stuff section is updated with every post.

2008-10-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

woo, revamped my blog. got a fun stuff section!

haha, my current frontpage picture was taken oh so long ago;

when i hadn't cut my hair yet. in the Breakaway camp.

ahh, the days.

enough about me!

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Darryl, Wenji & Weliyum.

Pictures courtesy of Vivian and SharePing,

sorry for bugging you guys for them. :D

29 September 2008.
happy 14th birthday, sister.
<6-2>, rock on!

2008-09-13T21:34:00.000-07:00

habbahabbahabba

presenting the ultra scary picture!
did you get scared? i bet it made you piss your pants. :D
actually it's less of scary and more of sexy.
look at the sexyyyyyyy afro. and the sexyyyyyyy chest hair which you cant really see anyway.
epic win.

speaking of epic,
ninet, you have your "epic" column now. all to yourself! hahah.

hmm. i just realised that. little of my own personality is entirely original.
altogether when it's one mix it's unique, but if you break it down.
i find that my life is influenced greatly by so many people.
WELIYUM came from GERALDINE CHANG.
sarcastic attitude from DARRYL and FREEMAN.
my CAPS typing from NINET.
fascination with other languages from DARRYL's introduction in anime.
my new hair from ZIHUI! who persuaded me. hahaha.
pretty, short nicks and meaningful phrases from SITI, FARIDA and TIARA. they might not have noticed it but. ah well.
trebuchet ms font from ZIHUI.
the "=l" emote from ZIYING. ahem! i think i use it more than her now.
"hahax" from so long ago from EILEEN OH.
the occasional "lel" from ALICIA.
and much internetz knowledge from DARRYL's introduction.
i learned how to laugh at myself from W466. :D
DEATH NOTE LOVE from NINET :D
and an increased use of ":D" from GERALDINE.
Masaka was made entirely by me though. it wasnt influenced by sinyee's NANAKO, but hey she's still a great friend. :D:D:D
OH YESSSSSSS HOW COULD I FORGET? AND THE EIGHT EYED SPIDER FACE FROM MS LIM ZIYINGGGGGG!

well there are many more. i may randomly mention them in other posts. now gotta rush rush rush for tuition.
HAHAHA AFRO GONNA EAT YO FACE.
DISCOTASTIC DISASTER!

2008-09-07T02:49:00.000-07:00

i am a very sarcastic person.
i dont know why. born that way?
even my primary school mates sometimes mistake my genuine comments for sarcasm.
that sucks alot by the way. LOL.
like no one believes you. and i have to go "really, i'm serious" over and over and over again.
my mouth is like dripping with acid, i cant stop myself from making jokingly (i hope) insulting comments.
it's like a total miracle my braces havent dissolved yet.

if i ever get a girlfriend. and we kiss. it's going to be like.
friend : "OMG you kissed, how did it feel?!"
william's girlf : "it tasted...sarcastic. i mean like totally acid, man."
=.=
"my tongue is like half gone. i cant even find my front teeth."
"RAAAAAAAAAAAADICAL!"
"I WISH I HAD A BOYFRIEND WHO COULD BURN OUT MY FACE WITH HIS SALIVA!"

!@#$%^&*()
oh my gosh, another link.

anyway, for all those out there who got scared by the joker pic. be prepared to be spooked even further by my next picture.
which i will update next week-ish,
depending on my availability.

BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBUSY.

2008-09-02T10:59:00.000-07:00

ehhhhh.

today i wanted to go back to school and take books. but was too lazy to.
supposed to buy teacher's day present in the afternoon. but was too lazy to.
tried to do something homework that i owe. but was too lazy to.

BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
as you can see,
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY DISCIPLINE!

!@#$%^&*.
ughhhhh.
wait what? a link?

a dark, black night
and murky waters.
i plunge into the depths.
and hope for the best.

went to gekpoh, then jurong point with boro-boro to get teacher's day present at night, in the end.
had fun walking in the rain to jp lol. darryl gets crazy in the rain.
okay got my jars. now all i need is sand, marbles, rocks, and water. and then we shared baked rice and went home.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

it isn't going to work,
i know it in my heart.
but i have to try,
or this burden will never be lifted.

HUNGRY! but i cant take milk in fear of diarrhea. D:
i'm liek omg bearing with the pain.
watery shit sucks =l
i visit the toilet bowl almost 3 times a day okay.

kind of reckless,
certainly mindless.
you might as well be bloody brainless!
jumping into nothing,
diving headfirst.

RANDOM!

i scared you with big letters didn't i. :D
sorry officially bored my ass off.
running with darryl tomorrow early morning!
going to work some flab.
yeah!

soz, rose.

2008-09-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

Realize by Colbie Caillat.

take time to realize,
that your warmth is
crashing down on in.
take time to realize,
that i am on your side
didn't i, didn't i tell you.
but i can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no, I can't spell it out for you

if you just realize what i've just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what i just realized
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other now.

take time to realize
oh-oh, i'm on your side
didn't i, didn't i tell you.
take time to realize
this all can pass you by.
didn't i tell you,
but i can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no i can't spell it out for you.

if you just realized what i just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'd never find another
just realized what i've just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other but.

it's not that the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
if you meet me halfway
if you'd meet me halfway.
it could be the same for you.

if you just realize what i just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
just realize what i just realized
we'd never have to wonder~
just realize what i just realized~
if you just realize what i just realized~

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now,
missed out on each other now.

2008-08-31T22:13:00.000-07:00

ughh sick with fever and diarrhea again.
so troublesome.

*YESTERDAY*
hahah woke up at 8 to do my tuition work. i did it on the bed and kept dozing off.
ehh it's a miracle i finished most of it considering i slept at 3 - 4am the night before.
at 12, set off to church to meet junjie and alicia for service,
missed saturday because of CIP.
CIP was super time wasting. nevermind.
reached there and waited for alicia, she got lost inside NTU. hahahahahahahahahaahaha
and after that all her taxi's were snatched away by other people. xD
couldnt contact junjie. =l
okay waited until 12.45. was late for serviceeeeeeee.
just in time for the last worship song only. and after that Casey Treat preached.
it was super cold in the hall. literally shivering man.
probably because of my fever.
then tuitioned and *END OF DAY*

i hope i'm reading these wrong,
cause i dont want to be right.

2008-08-31T05:34:00.000-07:00

save your smiles for your sorrows;
your tears for tomorrow.
forgiveness and a treat,
for those who want you dead.
give them a gift one can keep,
for the hurtful things they've said.

you dont know.

2008-08-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

WE ARE 6-2.

2008-08-28T03:55:00.000-07:00

AHEM.

SORRY LIJUN.
for throwing a shoe at you and dirtying your clothing. ahem.
AND ER CAUSING RED MARKS.

2008-08-27T06:27:00.001-07:00

damn la, my father keeps rushing me off the com. i hate it man.
cant even use com in peace =.=
ughh stupid.

gtg byebye.

P.S. ninet i shall add you to the "uber cool" column when i'm free. xD

2008-08-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

EVER EVER AFTER. :D
listening to the song again is shiokkk.

and thankyew people who kept my tagboard alive!

hmm nothing much in the past few days. couldnt really use com so didnt update.
tsk mosquitoes are sucking my feet dry now. itchy itchy.

ehhhhhhhh. shoot. got nothing to post. well. maybe some other time.
teacher's day coming soon. look forward to a giant haired kid coming to a school near you. basically swiss cottage and pioneer primary.
i'm gonna smother the world with my afro.

i guess it's hopeless. ha.

2008-08-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

wooooo tired. blogging out of boredom.
hmm yesterday was service. it's where i get recharged.
after the talk with barry, i really was encouraged to change. and i will.

ughhhhhhhhhh boreddddddddd. still got english and maths homework to do. i shall do tml la.
wont force myself like a certain someone. got gastric at night le still chiong homework, and "dont need sleep". wonder where you get the drive! hahah.
and you can never find Mr. Right if you don't try looking on your left.

siaaaaaaaan. exams are like next month. i have no motivation to study at all.
well i shall drag some people to mug with me. but i dont want to. bwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i hope can go jogging with zihui tommorow. i feel flabbyyyyyyy.

okay goodnight. tiredd.
GABRIEL GET ON WITH THOSE CRUNCHES.

editedit:
re-refreshed. will re-re-refresh my links again to update the CHC section.
ughhh i only have four hours to sleep. damn.

and to SOMEONE, you really do work until damn hiong la. =l
lol supergirlllll.

2008-08-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

give it up, give it up, give it up.
let it go, let it go, let it go.
put it down, put it down, put it down.
dont forsake the servant's crown.

it is so hard.
to play that part.
imagine being nailed,
humiliated and whipped,
slit and stripped,
despised and ridiculed.

but never keeping any feuds.
He took the pain, to Him it was due.
all the way to the cross He never refused.

yet He is risen.
I am making a conscious decision.
to overcome the hemorrhage and corrosion.

help me, be like You.

2008-08-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

hmm. my primary influence for many many caps is my beloved cousin Ninette. when her caps button spoilt. she talked in caps all the way.
AND IT'S NICE HAHA.
IT MAKES YOU FEEL. REALLY GOOD.
ALTHOUGH HER TYPING HAS REVERTED BACK TO NORMAL,
I'M NEVER GOING TO BE NORMAL. BWAK BWAK BWAK.

hmm, sunday.
service at 12.30. woke up quite late, 11.30, 1hr and a half past my planned waking time.
chionged homework. after finally being able to attend usual service, we went to makan.
i ate chicken chop that costs $5.50. but looks like it's worth $3+. super small portion. ughh.
after that, went to er, jurong east with zihui crystal ziying and shining. then ziying and shining went home,
while zihui crystal and i waited for geraldine to go for the concert.
SKEEP.
met jingye and his student, walked to look for food. in the end didnt eat anything, went to the special concert. it's really quite nice. worth the money ba? hahah.
to be able to see the JAMs students performing like that really warms my heart.
and the lead actress. was prettyyyy. LOL.
hmm after that we hiked all over Raffles City looking for cheap food, because zihui had no money. ahem!
ITE we ate at food court. were the last people there, and all the cleaners were waiting for us to go home. paisehhhhh.
it was a fun day.
and crystal, dont ever wear those heels again. haha!

2008-08-09T03:33:00.001-07:00

i visited nurul's blog today. another <62 to the links.
on her welcoming message was "Maintain the humanity, keep the respect".
other than sounding incredibly awesome, it er, echoes deeply about today's society.

it's such a irony. "to err is human", but "human" has become another degree of perfection that is out of reach. how human are we really?
and no one keeps the respect anymore. mutual respect is a thing of the distant past. being gentle is weak. chivalry, is dead.

i have hope for the future. but my vision of the future has changed again and again. i wonder what it will be next. i need to stay rooted.

Di.
Vision.

2008-08-05T00:10:00.001-07:00

whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
bored to death in cca. sooooooo boreddd.
there's totally no entertainment. ehh.

saturday!
hahah, FOP rocks!
was super high,
i stilllll didnt jump, but i really sang my heart out.
i'm so going for more than one service next year.
hahah, ehh invited *someone* there, and thankfully *someone* could go.
i think *someone* enjoyed? hahah, it was great.
i dont know how to extend my post, can only say it was great great great.
went home super late, around 1.20-1.30 reached westwood there? almost had my jacket taken home by *someone*. and i took home *someone*'s bangle, by accident. ahemmm.

sunday, nothing much. finally could finish my tuition homework on time.

monday, went teacher meow's house to study for maths. it helped me alot. but i still dont know how to prove congruency and similarity. aghhhhhhhhhhh. i hope i dont lose too many marks for it in today's test.
changed bangles. so what if i have flexible hands.
ahh and *someone* bakes good cookies. although they are poisoned. :(

hahah shall end off here. byebye people.

the fleeting moment will sustain,
the feeling of happyness that remains.
so afraid it'll turn to pain,
i'll be pondering it in nights of rain.

2008-08-01T22:21:00.000-07:00

can you hear, can you hear the thunder?
the tearing of our hearts asunder,
love's let us down,
but we aint down for the count,
gonna go for another round,

and we say!

broken hearts dont stay that way!
every day, is a brand new day,
one lost love is another found,
and we are going for another round,

we say!

broken hearts waiting to be mended,
memories to be remembered,
open your ears and hear our sound!
take your heart and turn it inside out
make it once again anew,
dont resent,
our days are too few

go out, get out, get into love,
it'll set you free just like a dove,
it'll place a peace into your soul,
your heart will be as good as sold.

and if someone tears your heart apart,
dont give up and dont stop trying,
cause without love, life just aint worth it,
so keep on burning, keep on believing.
and listen to this song again;
the melody that wont grow faint.

:D
JE'TAIME.

2008-08-01T21:14:00.000-07:00

haha. quite long time no update, nothing much ba.

ehh wednesday went to watch movie with darryl and josh. supposed to be a 6-2 outing, but ahwell, many people weren't free. watched the Dark Knight, finally!
i've been pining for it for soooooooooo loooooooong.
THE JOKER was FANTASTIC. Heath Ledger did the psycho justice! really sad that he's gone..
in summary, the joker was a psychopathic, mass-murdering, sadistic, heartless, weird, sick, evil clown.
WHICH IS GREAT BTW.
and batman's voice sounded funny. haha.
two-face was quite well done, the way he killed people was really sudden. he didn't care at all, it's like. er. flip coin.
land.
look.
shoot/let go.
he never even consider any circumstances, he just shoot one.
mmm, the dark knight is truly a very good movie.
i did bloody tell you.

Geraldine :D came for cellgroup on friday,
Aldrich (her brother) came too. i went to fetch him at their house, and he was bathing halfway, LOL.
and leslie, xiuting(?), weiqiang, zhengge(?), mingwei and bengkoon(?) came too. im sorry if im not sure about the spelling. stupid people are like that. hahah. had pot luck after a short sermon, and although the food was nice, it was not enough. =X

hahah, i guess that's it? see you, people.
CAN'T WAIT FOR FoP, WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

it's getting really hard to see,
with these thoughts in my mind,
i wish, i hope that it will be,
i want you to be mine.

2008-07-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

take my hand,
lead me into chaos.

absorbed, i convinced my heart,
that this is a starting's start,
around my own thoughts i coiled,
once again i'm thrown into turmoil.

i tried to focus,
but doubts cloud my mind.
i wondered if i could, i still do,
the answer i still cannot find.
is it possible, or is it not,
so many people have gone after and sought,
will i be any different, or just the same.
will it just cause my heart to be maimed?

i thought i was grounded and sure,
just a decision, just that mere.
yet today tossed me like a doll,
for who, for whom, shall i fall,
for this or that or none at all?
with certainty my head was full,
but your gaze played me like a fool.
closer and closer i step to you,
further and further my will
wanders askew.

you took my hand,
and led me into chaos.

sorry for the outflux of poems. please, i am not trying to show off or whatever.
i'm not that kind of haolian people. i just suddenly find that, :O
i want to express myself out in that way. ahhhhh.
so. so. so. so. confused.

and ger, i not sure lei. haha. but you post so many pictures, :(
I DONT KNOW WHAT :F means, just put de. :S
hahah.
GABRIEL, I HOPE MY BAG IS ALRIGHT, OR ELSE. >:D

2008-07-27T07:02:00.001-07:00

SIAH SINYEE AKA NANAKO OWES ME A KFC MEAL, YES SHE DOES.

2008-07-27T06:07:00.000-07:00

One more day, and it's not the same
Your spirit lifts my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Grace,
You gave Your life to save the earth
I rest in the thought that You're watching over me;

All I need is You.

SCANTILY EDITED and cut version of All I Need Is You.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TIOG, OH.
hahah. sittaye, be free soon okay!
6-2 no control class outing. after such a long time. watch the dark knight!
and bro recover soon. :D

damn, i'm pissed. STOP. THINKING. THAT.
argh.
YOU'RE DAMN IRRITATING LAH.

FOP is coming, wheeeee. i feel like going for all three days;

hahaha, chasing cars means doing something that's pointless, people!
hmm. random random.
which reminds me!
i shall go random on nanako's blog now, byebye!

2008-07-24T07:40:00.000-07:00

was planning to write a poem for this. thought about it for damn long.
wrote it 3/4 le. but decided i couldnt make one that was good enough. so nevermind. just anyhow.

a confirmation of my faith,
through and of the Resurrection.
a double portion of grace descends,
against more tribulations i defend.

as i set my feet in your ways,
and my eyes onto seeking your face,
give me a renewed strength,
for a brand new mission,
as the enemy comes to blur my vision.

leading me in with temptation and sin,
he has found a pit and pushed me in.
the hole filled back in with accusations,
i am crippled by my own deceptions.

but this is not a song of defeat,
even in my darkest hour
my Lord does not retreat.
He stands by me through and through,
with Him i have nothing to fear.

there have been many trials. but along with these trials there also have been many miracles. i praise Him for these breakthroughs. i am truly encouraged.

hmm, still waiting for them to settle.

2008-07-22T03:21:00.000-07:00

hmm. today, racial harmony costume wearing in school. most of the sec4s wore. majority of the lower sec didnt.
wasted, i wanted to wear, but no suitable clothes.
and i decided against cross-dressing in the end. :X

aghhhh the people upstairs are so noisy.
i think they're dragging some metal thing along the marble floor. the screeching sound is killing me! >_<

again, nothing much happened in school. joshua felt a little sick. :O
cca was boring too. janson didnt come, and we just spent the whole time playing com (again).

wanted to go cheewhee's house after school. but never go. after cca, too little time le...
awwww. nvm. i shall go some other time. :D
parents leaving on wed for thailand. sian. coming back on sunday only i think.
so long. will miss them. :(
but i have the house to myself. bwahahaha! xD
that's one good thing.

okay. going off le. byebye.

Such faith You have given to me! i am renewed and encouraged.
You are my ;

2008-07-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

CLARIFY FIRST,
on sports day i slowed down to look only because, even if i had continued running, will still get same position. and i wanted to help jonathan, but end up never. :(
SO SO again, no excuses!
and thanks everyone for their congrats!

hmm, today in school, nothing special. boring as usual.
after school went home, ate etc, went to jurong point to get paper for the cg guestbook.
and inside Popular, i saw Brigitte.
she's one of my kindergarden best friends. long long longgggggg time ago!
lost contact after primary school...
but still can recognise her. she looks the same, hahah. at first kept looking at her.
dont dare to approachhhhhh.
but after buying the papers. i waited at the entrance. and asked "Brigitte right?" when she came out with her friend. guy friend. i wonder if it's....hahah.
ye, and she remembered me. how pleasantly surprising! hahah.
later got her number from Joshua, and her email from herself. ahh, how lucky.

then went cheewhee's house. in the end i never do much of the guestbook. just watch tv, steal food, and use com. unfortunately the papers i bought sucked. damn.
but still very fun, had a good time with geraldine, zihui and ziying.

around 8+ went home.

gtg le. sien. byebye!

2008-07-19T10:20:00.001-07:00

A NEW LIFE, A NEW BEGINNING.

2008-07-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

IM SO EXCITED.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE;

ahem, that aside, i ran for sports day yesterday. not very good la, got 3rd from the last, no excuses. still, if can get cca points, then good. ;D
hmm.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE;

2008-07-10T03:34:00.002-07:00

boro boro, i post about you some other time okay. i cant remember alot of stuff. maybe sunday or something, then can post long long. HAHA.
err, had enrichment. ninet was in swiss, but i couldnt meet her. had to go cut hair. ahem.
changed hairstyle. ahem.
ANYWAY, i has to do a quiz.

1. The person who last tag you is: NINETTE.
2. Your relationship with him/her is: cousin, and good friend. :D (yes, it can be both.)
3. Your five impression of him/her: gives super straightforward yet sensible advice. likes guitar hero. likes braces but no longer has them. very very very funny. uhh, draws bad tigers. :D
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: listened to my plight and gave me very very good advice.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: NANAPOK!
6.If he/she become your lover, you will : not be her cousin. =X
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: not be my cousin.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: KILL MYSELF.
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: i don tok to nett. =(
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: uhh......dont know leh.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: a very good friend and cousin. :D
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: "omgshit william chan, GET AWAY"
13. The characters you love of yourself are: being stupid. =O
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: lazyness, lazyness, lazyness. and sarcasm.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: be more disciplined, less stupid, less sarcastic.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: er, thanks alot. thank you for being there, thank you for making my life bearable.
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1.BOONLIN.
2.DARRYL.
3.GABRIEL.
4.GERALDINE.
5.LYNETTE.
6.MINHUI.
7.NANAKO.
8.SHANHUI.
9.ZIHUI.
10.ZIYING.
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18. Who is no.6(MINHUI.) having relationship with? YuXian? or single. =P
19. Is no.9(ZIHUI) a male or female? SHEMALE. HAHAH JUST KIDDING, FEMALE LA.
20. If no.7(NANAKO) and 10(ZIYING) are together, will it be a good thing? ehh, no? lesbian sia.
22. What is no.2(DARRYL) studying about? GIRLS. HAHAHA.
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3(GABRIEL)? 7.20pm today!
24What kind of music band does no.8(SHANHUI) like? Chinese. melodious. techno. hahaha, contradicting ley.
25. Does no.1(BOONLIN) have any siblings? Ye, an older sister.
26. Will you woo no.3(GABRIEL)? YES. I SUCCEEDED. HE'S MY BF NOW. (bestfriend lah)
27. How about no.7(NANAKO)? who knows. HAHAHA, NO LA!
28. Is no.4(GERALDINE) single? yes. i think. =X
29. What is the surname of no.5(LYNETTE)? CHANG. omg, same as ger...
30. What 's the hobby of no.4(GERALDINE)? uhh, i dont know leh. maybe scanning her face into the computer? hahaha. but i know it's my hobby to be near her. :D
31. Does no.5(LYNETTE) and 9(ZIHUI) get along well? they dont know each other, but i think they will get along well.
32. Where is no.2(DARRYL) studying at? fuhua secondary.
33. Talk something casually about no.1(BOONLIN): ANYONE FEEL LIKE EATING CHOCOLATE?
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8(SHANHUI)? IM NOT GAY.
35. Where does no.9(ZIHUI) live at? same house as ZIYING. ahem. you would want to know more, wouldnt you.
36. What colour does no.4(GERALDINE) like? GEReen. GERue. GERhite. GERack. GERurple. GER...
37. Are no.5(LYNETTE) and 1(BOONLIN) best friends? i guess so? hahah.
38. Does no.7(NANAKO) like no.2(DARRYL)? NOT YET, but im sure she will, once she gets to know him. =P
39. How do you get to know no.2(DARRYL)? P4 HACKING INCIDENT.
40. Does no.1(BOONLIN) have any pets? yes, pet ants, they swarm to her all the time. you know, ants are attracted to chocolate.
41. Is no.7(NANAKO) the sexiest person in the world? EHH NO. MEGAN FOX IS SEXIER.
42. What do you think no. 10(ZIYING) is doing right now? hmm. typing her posts in small font, sdrawkcab.

P.S. ANYONE WANT TO COME WATCH HANCOCK, AND THE DARK KNIGHT WITH ME?

2008-07-03T07:19:00.000-07:00

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i wont post about my life today, because i was suddenly reminded of freeman aw. mr ducky.
hahahaha. it was P3 when we first got acquainted i think. i was kind of a proud idiot then.
when i heard freeman could run super fast and it turned out to be true. i kept wanting to challenge him. so we started playing catchinggg.

and slowly, we became better and better friends. so good friends that we can stay over at each other's house anytime we wanted.
we were damn stupid and lame. but super funny? well, that's not for us to judge, but i think we were quite. =P
ahh, i remember FREE WILLY. freeman + william. hahahahha.
anything we quarrelled over would be quickly resolved with jokes. we never ever ever had a serious argument. ever.
he enticed me into track and field, and to start playing soccer. he opened doors for me in many ways.
and OH, whenever we (darryl, freeman, me) played internet games. he was always the one who got to the highest level first, and many times he would still play the games, even after we stopped. forever he would be saying "one more level, then i wait for you. cause this level got blahblahblah." and he was always right about that too.
i brought him to children's church too. hahaha, he always loved the songs. cant imagine us as little kids jumping and clapping like crazy rabbits.
in p6, freeman was accepted into hwa chong via DSA. i tried to apply, but i guess my heck-care attitude in primary school stopped me. i didnt have enough competition achievements...so i ended up in swiss. during p6, we rocked. 6-2 rocksssssssssss.
time passed really quickly. when sec1 came, we went out of children's church and into our respective cellgroups. freeman went to his brother's. i wanted to transfer there, but my mom convinced me otherwise. i never regretted staying in W169, going to E141, and now W466.
now, i still think of him as one of the very few best of my friends, and he will always be in that spot in my heart.
freeman ROCKS!

from now on, i'll be posting about 6-2 ba. i want to relive those days.
next up, darryl wong.

2008-06-30T02:36:00.000-07:00

*narrator's deep, throaty voice.*
LAST WEEK ON WILLIAM'S LIFE.....

THURSDAY went to study with gab at first. then later ziying joined. then later alicia joined. then later shanhui and jingzhou. then later zihui joined.
i didnt really study, but thanks gabriel for trying to motivate me. :D
....although by smacking. with books. on faces.
ziying learnt how to LOVE jolly shandy. BUT NO KICKKKKKKK.
and when the lim sisters went back, zihui saw a special someone! hahaha.
went home at eight-nine plus!

FRIDAY, got heats. WAH SIAN LAHHHH.
didnt go cca, went PJC for sports day heats. waited there around 30 - 45mins before running 800m. i buay tahan la, so long distance. hahah. got 2nd last, out of 10, i think. HURRAY! hahahahahah.
stupid, the sports heats made me go later than my intended time to zihui and ziying's house. grrrrrr.

SATURDAY, service and prayer meeting.
goshh la, the presence was so strong during meeting. many fell under the power. pastor meng is really so anoited, i cant get enough.
so, i shall discipline myself from now on.

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gabriel, Desert Song has motivated me so much, THANK YOU!
annnndddddddddddd GERALDINE, YES I LOVE THE NICKNAME YOU GAVE ME, HAHAHA.

2008-06-24T00:22:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH PHOTOTAKING SUCKS.
uhh. i think the camera spoilt,
cause my face too ugly le.
can see smoke and sparks coming out from the camera. hahaha.

johnny brought some bomb bags to school today, supposedly for his friend's birthday.
played some in class, v loud.
after school, i put one in a pringles can (my lunch, which was bought with lyn :D).
didn't explode for a long time, and when i was looking into the cap, it suddenly went boom.
the cap missed my face by a few cm. sssssccccccccaaarrrrrryyyyyyyyy.

ahh, posting in infocomm now, nothing much bah. yay, i hope tml, or thursday, can go eat lunch at IMM with ger, zihui, shanhui, and more people who havent been invited yet.
bye people!

lalala, IM WEELIYUM!